guilt-trip

should be soundly in bed at this hour (I hope I am actually. need adequate rest to get ready for a roadshow early tmr morning! it’s W A R) but there’s js too much thoughts occupying and gg through my head now.

Had a good talk with mum earlier. She seems awkwardly cautious with words when it comes to monetary issues. Not reprimanding me bout how I’ve been spending my money but just some other domestic issues. It indirectly made me realize how much of an extravagant spender I’ve became js recently. Ive been so comfortable tt i’ve neglected the fact that all these money can actually be put into better use. I’m so happy with where I am now to the point of being ‘complacent’ that I failed to realize js how I could have done better and maybe then my parents will be happier. It’s not js bout me now. I need to grow up, support and provide.

Thats a wakeup call. Hope it isnt too late. Mummy I love you much! Happy mothers’ day <3 & i want you to know tt even if the sky falls, I’ll be your wonderwall ! (: