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nows the start of a new year. js the time to set goals& aim for yourself. so here i am torn between 2 of the most impt things in life ):

as loserish as it may sound, ive never really considered myself to be someone ambitious; someone only aiming for the top. Im contented just settling above average& to be able to still dedicate abit of time on things that make me happy. Having a lil best of both worlds.

As much as im comfortable the way i am, im seeing disappointed faces around me. not understanding why couldnt i strive to archieve more? why am i still ‘wasting’ time on ‘unproductive’ stuff? why am i wasting youth? and it upsets me more than anything else.

here, i dont live to lift up to anybody’s expectations w/ the price of giving up things that are important to me.

i read orange’s post awhile back, an entry on post danzation and i couldnt agree more to what she has written. It was exactly how i felt. 

to experience the overwhelming emotions when we finish the entire item tog, to be able to complete it w/ every single one of you guys, to be able to share the stage and the joy w/ you guys makes the moment special. (refer to picture above)

im quite certain im in love w/ dance & you guys js add a whole new meaning to it. i treasure this friendship/chemistry that we had more than anything else in the world.

crew, thanks for making me feel at home. you guys are extraordinary.

& i love you all.