April 2012
2 posts
February 2012
2 posts
January 2012
1 post
“Happiness is essentially a state of going somewhere, wholeheartedly,...”
– William H. Sheldon (via kari-shma)
December 2011
4 posts
November 2011
1 post
hi new acquaintances
yet again I broke down &cried in his car last night, for the second time this week. I was still trying my best to engage in a normal conversation with him discussing bout dinner places after he picked me up from work & next min my eyes begin to well up and I started tearing. which leads to an hour of mess.
the downfall at work followed by the betrayal of my trusted friend got me...
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
4 posts
“Don’t get too attached to moments. Good or bad, they all pass.”
– Yasmin Mogahed (via hijabirella)
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you never know;
ytd night was a mess. for the whole time, it feels like someone was constantly pressing against my heartbeat and I could literally felt a part of me shattered. I hate dealing with the ex-gf. no matter how rational and compose I appear to be, inside I know I’ve already been devour by all the negative emotions. swallowing me whole.
July 2011
1 post
June 2011
5 posts
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. Loving someone deeply gives...”
until a brighter day
went to take a peek at my old blog. read a few entries and realised how messed up i used to be having to use blog entries to reach out to you, hoping you would get and unds those feelings. always tongue-tied. always uncertain. im so glad im better at ‘talking’ now :D maybe being in a sales job helps AHHAHA! & anw i found this! <3 She tries it on, like a dress. She...
Security is mostly a superstition. Life is either...
hello little space of mine, im feeling a little unsettled today for some idk what weird reason so im here. at least to keep my mind occupied. so 2011 seems like a year worth remembering. TWO main highlights: 1) i snipped off my hair aft having it long for so many decades& 2) i got into a r/s with someone i less imagined. dont take it wrongly. its just because i’ve known him for so many...
a lil more each day
i think im hopeless, i js cant seem to find time to blog bout anything at all. committing to a challenge for 30 days is js mere impossible! screw it! now i give up before it even started. smth exciting is happening this thursday! im hoping it will be memorable enough to make me wanna pen it down. we shall see :D
May 2011
2 posts
guilt-trip
should be soundly in bed at this hour (I hope I am actually. need adequate rest to get ready for a roadshow early tmr morning! it’s W A R) but there’s js too much thoughts occupying and gg through my head now.
Had a good talk with mum earlier. She seems awkwardly cautious with words when it comes to monetary issues. Not reprimanding me bout how I’ve been spending my money but...
April 2011
2 posts
“Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves...”
– Tori Amos (via eletheowl)
March 2011
1 post
munching on the already pathetic self discipline
I desperately need a solution to my pressing time management issue. getting angry w/ myself each and every day js doesn’t seem healthy. ayye
plus cabs are bout to get extinct in teck whye or smth! even booking doesn’t help. now tell me a reason why shouldn’t i be hating this place?
February 2011
5 posts
“We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via crookedindifference)
I strongly believe in the quote above. many times we end up being what we constantly pretend to be. human externalize their thoughts so we should be mindful of that.
crashing waves& seagulls
bought a monokini online the other day and I srsly can’t wait to hit the beach w/ it once it reaches my mailbox! GAH! accompanied with a good book, plug-in to robin thicke’s, smother on lots of sunblock den let my world quiet down for abit. zen.
but then again I think a monokini tan line will be real ugly ):
me-day
woke up this morning feeling like i NEEDED a day off.
these 2 days have been rough.
not like anything happened. perhaps its js one of those day where you see a need in taking a breather. not taking things too hard on yourself (:
okay im gna head out now!
there i leave you w/ the shots we took the other day for march’s class. YAY!
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January 2011
9 posts
i dont wanna do it again
its not the first time tt i’ve come to realise, i’ve been constantly gg ard in circles.
revolving ard the same ppl & then mostly ending up w/ the same outcome.
I NEED TO MOOOOOOOVE ON !
p.s yet another gemini ! this must be fate A CURSE seriously!!!!!!!
home
nows the start of a new year. js the time to set goals& aim for yourself. so here i am torn between 2 of the most impt things in life ):
as loserish as it may sound, ive never really considered myself to be someone ambitious; someone only aiming for the top. Im contented just settling above average& to be able to still dedicate abit of time on things that make me happy. Having a lil best...
self precaution alert
you js have to come to a consensus w/ yourself when dealing with a sales job that you’re promoting/selling ‘yourself’ most of the time not the ‘product’.
mouldy
as much as i know this place is getting boring, (my mobile photo upload here and there doesnt seems to help a teeny bit you see) im too sleepy to be writing anything ‘exciting’ now. danzation is in 4 days time! i could literally hear every single pores of mine scream as i draft this. im MAD MAD nervous & unprepared !! costume shopping tmr & rehearsals at night! i...
December 2010
5 posts
“I’ve always believed the greater danger is not aiming too high, but too low,...”
– Peter Scott (via kari-shma)
“I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one...”
– Unknown (via skyisland) (via pretty-bird) (via ka-thea-han) (via runawaytrain) (via -possessedbylight)
November 2010
5 posts
facebook horror
Ive never really given much thought to those videos posted on js how scary facebook is as a social networking tool till recently.
Ive got ppl whom i haven speak to for months/years asking me bout my lost ipad. INCLUSIVE of my very own primary sch teacher. Note that i didnt post it as a status, I merely just replied some comments on my page and it seems like A HELL LOT of ppl knew bout it ):
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we've all breathe thru tt heartbreak
Tell me how does it feel like again to have somebody who might mean the world to you?
I rmb saying it once yrs ago. when I had my heart broken.