im so finally finally done w/ crew class! ((:
& im not a loser yay!
wanted to postpone it but nobody seems to be able to replace me so down with no choice i went there unprepared, nervous, w/ choreo i haven even tried it myself & BEST of all shaky legs.
not gg to whine and dwell further as of how bad i thought i did
cause IM GG TO GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY. I DONT CARE!
aiming for a better solo (i hope), a longer choreo (i promise) & perhaps a less back-straining routine HAH.
(turban i swear my back is bout to break)
a lil upset tt i fail to complete the RAH RAH AH AH AH part but nehmind
maybe force wq to learn it if i happen to finish it AHHAAHAHAH! so much for a best friend. HEEEEEEEE! lol
funka and YUMYUMS finals up next !!
I srsly had enough.
why must softgoods evaluations, contract establishments,homecare meeting, dummy PO, buyer of the week, finals all happen at the same time?
im
js
toooooooooo
unhappy
with
my
life
right
now
):
Maybe I’ll get on a plane or a ship and get lost in places I’ve never been lost in before.
& I’ll keep my phone with me. in case you call & tell me there’s something to come home to.
wanted to write bout the 21st but whenever i get home, its js bout time to wash up and sleeeeep thus i procrastinated :/ my mega visual post! have faith in me tt it will be soon! aft this sat’s comp (perhaps) !
work is taking a toll on me. esp since you just had a short 4 days break! den you get your ass back on all those piling task/work. urrrfgh. Bert’s speech of wisdom isnt helping. Im still eagerly waiting for payday every single day. Whats worse I js realised I actually had so little left for myself each month. After all the loans, allowance,transport and stuff. Its like worse than some ‘bangalah’s pay’.
On the sidenote, when can i finally be tactful when it comes to handling such situation? Sooner or later I might js have another person blocking me on msn. AHHAHAHAH whatever. I js totally hate it when ppl ask me ‘how come you didnt text me aft trg?, how come you didnt reply my msg? how come so late then reply? how come you didnt pick up my call?’ i had enough. i got more impt things to do than to wait for /reply to your text 24/7. tyvm.
p/s this picture is so godamnit pretty! wallpaper! wallpaper! wallpaper!
my fb daily horoscope says it all,
“If you are feeling unwell, the cause most likely is stress, anxiety or worry, and not the deadly illness you are fearing. Your body is screaming “enough already, take care of me, darn it!” A day at a spa may be beyond reach, but a few minutes in a hot bath tub could work a miracle.”
SEE! WYNNE I NEED YOUR BATHTUB/JACUZZI !
for some odd enough reason, i’ve always been attracted to words inked on the wrist.